23/10/06

I wanna tell my reasons
but you wouldn’t understand
even if you tried
about the sleepless nights
without you
so many tears in vain
so much love
without a reply.
would you understand my dispair
while you were sharing
what should be mine?
I can’t stand the lies,
the lame excuses
even if I try.
I prefer to leave
and let you go
with so many loves
that mean nothing
coz you’ll never have
a love like mine
it’s as deep as the ocean
between us.
(by Zailda Mendes)

Today´s merely another day
Life’s like a long way
I’ve got only the sorrow
days without tomorrow.
Coz now I see
no one anymore for me.
I have nothing above the sky
no more tears to cry
just a lonely heart
nothing more to start.
Sadness hurts my soul
coz now I know
you won’t be here,
nothing more to fear.
Now I realize
no more faults to apologize
coz you weren’t there
coz you aren’t anywhere.
I’ve got just the sharp pain
you’ll never be there again.
(by Zailda Mendes)

How dare you give your love
offer me all the kisses
I dreamed about
throughout my lonely nights?
How dare you say
I’m the only one
after all those tears
all the lame excuses
the incredible pain
that destroyed my heart?
The charming lies you told me
day after day
with your stunning blue eyes.
Every short story
you made up smiling
made my soul die.
My heart is a desert
where nothing can grow
no one can inhabit
only the darkness in my soul.
I’m the only who knows
about the sleepless nights
and the uncountable tears
rolling down on my face.
It’s too late,
I can’t make the time go back
and couldn’t make the love survive
It’s Just gone away.
And now I roam
among shadows of what I used to be.
My life has no sense
my heart is empty
I don’t know what to do
with all the love
you wanna give me
coz it’s too late now
my heart is broken
my soul’s gone.
(Zailda Mendes)